p_wah (p_wah) wrote in divetribe,
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.....cold floppy gills.......

....It is good stuff when things seem to start falling into place, when you feel like the past isnt still nipping at your heels and a chance for something completly new and exciting lays before you. When you can see the positive aspects of life unfolding rather then the negative. When you dont feel like you are on a tilterwheel of insanity and living a life riddled with unnecessary bullshit...
....ughhh, my dog is laying next to me, she smells like like shit that has been baking in the sun for four days and doused in liquified trash.Blahhh....
....okay i kicked her out...
...have a science test on friday, i know most of the stuff due to review days but have to look through my notes just a couple more times to make sure i got it all down......
....going to tampa with renee this evening so we can dogsit her sisters pup.....
.....so things between me and Renee have, well, all i can say is i am happy to be past the wackyness that both of us seemed to spur on this last year. A time when both of us were in that weird transitional faze. And, well i was under the spell of a breakdown. It feels once again like when i first met Renee, a feeling of deep conection and freindship, not hampered by " what a relationship is". Its funny how one can say something but not practice what they speak, something i did for a while. I was looking for something , i dont know exactly what, i dont no exactly why. Maybe i though there was something missing, but the truth is it was in front of me all along. The only thing missing was love for myself....
.....if you say your not hypocrite then you are a liar, if you say your not a liar then you are not human.......
.....silly apes never learn, we should have stuck to hanging in trees and flinging pooo.....
.....dont overcomplicate that which is not complicated.........
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